traxis on the run

I am not at work.  I am at home freaking out because I had a joint panic attack yesterday with Chris regarding my thesis.  Yes, it is still not done.  Yes, I know my deadline is just around the corner and Yes, I know Jeff and I are not speaking.  I don't know what to do.

I stayed up last night until about 3 am writing a frank e-mail to him telling him how I am just frustrated and have enough, however I want to be done, but am busy with other stuff etc. etc.  I don't think my sob story will fix anything, but at least I am being honest and that's a start.

I have been working since 7:30 am on this thesis crap.  I will work on it some more tomorrow I guess.  I have to apply to a bunch of jobs too, so my life is going to be a living hell until further notice.

The only smart thing I've done to date really was call in absent from work - the days get tacked on to the end of my term extending my employment period so that I won't necessarily be unemployed as early as I was anticipating.

Please pitty me and my stupid procrastination/hating my project.

posted by traxis @ 1:26 p.m.